Fear

at times I wonder......how does it feel like to be immensely talented? how would it have felt like if people marveled at every poem I wrote; if every thing I tried my hands on, would turn out to be a success.....U know, if I were some Michelangelo, or a Tagore or any goddam person that evokes quality attention from everyone around...huh

Fear????...of losing......of losing no not this job; losing a job??? who cares!!!! losing the hims and the hers and myself or losing sight of dreams seems to be painful. I am not sure if I have over-assessed myself or set very high goals to achieve. let's see; how I shudder to think of where and how I will be five years from now

shall i bear a tag dangling on my chest reading LOST IN TRANSIT????

from my shady suburbs to Xaviers to JU......ws heading for a career and now Lost???